Wednesday, November 10, 2021
The Power of a Colon
Wednesday, May 5, 2021
From the Bottom Up
They’re days when all you see
are your own mistakes
emotional lows
bottomed out
heart drop
disappointments
~ never get it right.
Trials ebb and flow
like rolling waves
tap the shore
then recede.
In the ‘tap-out’
we realize
the beauty
of brokenness.
Independent heart
seeking
surrenders
prioritizing,
dependence
on Him.
Oft needed occurrence
to balance life.
1 Samuel 30:6
And David was greatly distressed; for the people spake of stoning him, because the soul of all the people was grieved, every man for his sons and his daughters: but David encouraged himself in the Lord.
There are days when it doesn’t matter how much you ‘get it right,’ - mistakes are made, irreverent words are uttered, and our fleshly mindset drives us to react without thought.
This is real life.
Sadly, when we enter adult life, we may not feel adequately educated, or trained to answer questions on our job. We may feel uneasy about a power point presentation, or - heaven forbid, having to deal with a problem requiring technology beyond our knowledge base!
Most of us may not have ‘role played’ as we grew into adulthood, asking ourselves questions in front of a full length mirror like a Jeopardy Host: “How should l I handle myself when . . .? or, What should I say to that person after such a rude post? Should I say anything?”
David did.
When the people were ready to stone him, David donned his ephod (a symbol of God) and received direction, strength and encouragement.
The backstory of this verse (concisely paraphrased) comes on the heels of David wanting to partner in battle against the adversaries of King Achish, in Jezreel. Somehow in the translation of this partnership, the 3rd part of the fighting triad, the Philistines, don’t trust David. (With good reason, remember Goliath?) Although King Achish advises against it-the Philistines see David’s men as a threat and share their vehement distrust of him.
Ultimately, King Achish tells David to return home to Ziklag, the city he gave him. David listens to the king's counsel telling his men there’s been a change of plans, thus beginning a long – almost three day journey home.
But as David and his men approach the city, he sees a faintly familiar habitation outlined by billowing smoke. It’s only then he realizes his entire camp has been pillaged, burned, and all the women and children taken captive. David’s heart sinks lower than the dust on the bottom of his feet.
Within minutes of their arrival back to camp, his own men, the army who’d previously fought along-side, who marched with him from Jezreel To Ziklag, turn on him with accusatory remarks in mutiny like fashion. (Embellishment added for effect.)
David knows just enough about men and ‘Alpha Male’ syndrome to nip the scenario in the bud and avoid a riotous stoning– but he’s greatly distressed knowing that he too has lost, his family – everything.
He didn’t have enough grace or strength to answer, console, or speak to his men. He needed a word on what to do in his situation. He digs deep, seeking strength for himself first, before he can answer or help his own men. David's mind had to be in a position to ‘receive’ and hear from God.
David then goes to Abiathar the priest and asks for the ephod, a linen mantle worn only in the presence of God. Afterward, he dons the mantle, enters the presence of the Lord, and seeks solace and direction.
*Notice he first encouraged himself in the Lord, THEN he put on the linen ephod to seek God’s directive.
He received his answer NOT by scrolling, or texting. But simply, by kneeling before God, asking, seeking, and waiting.
Life will throw all kinds of difficulties at you, just like King David.
Cruel situations happen, you'll want to ‘defend your rights’ and spout off ugly words. Parents, co-workers, spouses, all can get so caught up in a web of distilled anger that our pleas to God are only for ‘rescue’ and ‘deliverance.' We miss the point of hearing what God has to say in the situation because we're wearing anger for ear muffs.
And while I am certain David had every right to plea and beg God for help and deliverance for his army and family; his posture for approaching God suggests that he first encouraged himself. Then he went to the Lord humbly, seeking direction for his men.
Dear Reader, allow me to remind you of the goodness of God as you continue 'adulting' and remember that it's okay to encourage yourself. Offer God your life, job, your ministry, your family - all the pain, and let go of any hurt blinding you to His goodness.
May you experience renewed hope and peace, cloaked in the ephod of His presence.
Seek Him, feel after Him. And like David, you’ll regain traction, direction, and encouragement.
God has sooo much more for you!
Wednesday, March 31, 2021
Ashes and Dust
Speak the phrase ‘ashes to ashes-dust to dust’ and most folks with a few decades of life staring back at them through the rearview mirror may recall the eulogy of a recently departed loved one.
A eulogy evokes a serious mindset forcing an introspective look which is sometimes brief, but always sobering. Listening to a eulogy, some may sit stoically, cloaked in solipsism, while others moved by the meaning of dust and ash, breathe a solemn vow for change.
Death is perhaps the most questioned event known to mankind; the unsolved mystery of life which dredges up fear and unbridled worry to many people. But – it’s through this unavoidable corridor, each person on earth will walk.
I mulled the words ‘ashes to ashes’ when I researched Kerry Livgren’s lyrics Dust in the Wind from his album Point of No Return released in the late 70’s. Livgren’s musical hit performed by Kansas, climbed the charts back in the 70’s resonating with pop culture with its simple message: we are here briefly, and then gone. Hence, the title “Dust in the Wind.”
While the song Dust in the Wind brought notoriety to Kansas and perhaps a remembrance of life’s brevity, the Apostle James coined some two thousand years earlier a similar phrase, when he asks the question . . . for what is your life? It is even a vapor that appeareth for a little while and then vanisheth away.
(James 4:14 KJV)
As a body of people in the 21st century we are planners, schedulers, managers of time to the nth degree. We map out goals yearly, beginning with January 1: our work week, our day, then each hour of our day. Each minute is accounted for until life quells the pre-midnight hour in an eddy of strained exhaustion. Often our hunt for the golden egg is viewed through the monocle of chronic stress and fatigue as we forge our way down the street marked “Getting Ahead,” “Staying Afloat,” or “Keeping Up with the Joneses.”
Meanwhile the unspoken question weighing in the balance of our busy lives is: to what end?
Why is it that we plan and schedule all of life’s activities without regard to the most important one: Death?
The earth is temporal, but the soul is eternal.
Given this fact – the soul lives forever, should we not then plan for meaningful experiences which live beyond our own mortality? Should we not see beyond the tangible, touching what will outlive our current state? Should we not then strive to include others into our own personal sphere, investing in relationships, pouring ourselves out in love, building and loving humanity - as if each human were our blood descendent?
Livegren’s last stanza in Dust in the Wind is poignantly sobering:
Now, don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, and all your money won't another minute buy
The songwriter implies even after acquiring success and fame, in the end, when life is broken down, we are all just the same: we live, dream, struggle, hope.
And we die.
Livegren’s words spoke to a generation aware of their smallness; by these lyrics one may conclude not much can or could be done to change the outcome.
Conversely, Jesus used dust to make changes in the lives he touched, his sphere of influence went beyond his chosen twelve - and out into the world. In the same manner, you and I were created to change the world around us using resources and gifts placed within our character and in our hands.
Divinely designed, dust serves a purpose; we are but dust. (Genesis 2:7) The Old Testament reveals how God formed Man from the dust of the ground and breathed life into him. In the New Testament, Jesus mixed dust particles with moisture, producing a claylike substance, which when applied to the eyes of a blind man, wrought a miraculous healing.
The object lesson here? Dust in and of itself lies stagnant until it comes in contact with an element in nature, be it wind, water or chemical. As human beings, our souls are spiritual dust which never truly enjoy or embrace complete satisfaction or fulfillment until we come in contact with the oil of His Spirit.
For It is God who gives us breath and life and only He can satisfy our deepest longings. (John 10:10) When the soul of man connects with eternity it is radically and forever changed.
Essays like this are sobering but hit a mark few would dare to explore: eternity and the end of self. The journey to the grave removes our earthly vestures of prominence, title and rank. But, unlike life, in death, there's no pride, arrogance, position or status. We are but dust.
(Genesis 2:7)
My friend, whatever you’re struggling with in life right now, bring your ‘dust’ to Jesus. He will mix it with the water of His Spirit, and like the blind man, create everlasting change in your life.
We have this treasure in earthen vessels. 2 Cor 4:7
Wednesday, March 17, 2021
A Look Inside ~ Love Yourself Again
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Looks can be deceiving. People hide all sorts of hate and unforgiveness cloaked in superficial niceties. In front of you they speak one thing and behind your back they spew loathing remarks, commiserating with friends who join them in their caustic bash. Sadly, the unknown hurt they cause is something to which they’re blind. Unforgiveness can drive a person to the brink of unbridled anger, accusations, and unwarranted behaviors.
Ever been angry at yourself for screaming at the kids, forgetting something at work, arrived late or missed a deadline - and it ruined your entire mood – or day?
Granting forgiveness allows the Holy Spirit to minister healing, however, many people struggle with self forgiveness. When we forgive ourselves for making a mistake, saying a harsh word, or rendering a careless act of selfishness, we experience God’s grace and humility.
To this end, Jesus makes it easy for us to forgive one another and OURSELVES showing us ‘how to’ in the scriptures.
1 John 1:9 “. . . if we confess our faults (sins) he is faithful to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
When we tell the Lord “I messed up, made a mistake, I’m sorry.” He’s a just and loving God who instantly forgives us. He’s not some lofty deity sitting upon a heavenly throne wielding a big white bat- ready to beat out an apology from you, or have you grovel at his feet.
Jesus Christ is the God of love, mercy and grace. He shows us how to forgive ourselves, for He is love. By experiencing grace and humility in light of His goodness we recognize our own shortcomings; it’s his tender nudging and redirection which moves us to change.
John 10:10 “. . . I am come that you may have life and have it more abundantly.”
God’s love transforms, meaning, it changes us. He shows us how to let go, to do ‘hard things’ like forgive one another, to experience self-love, acceptance and healing. His love is the kind of love that, when we experience it, it's a healing salve, (the scripture says – the balm of Gilead.)
His love heals and corrects us lovingly, NEVER in a shameful and debasing way.
The bible states in John 3:16, that God so LOVED the world that He gave . . .
Jesus gave his life for you, the ultimate act of love. He also demonstrated forgiveness towards those who judged him, hurt him, and hung him on the cross. Forgiveness does not rubber stamp the wrongful indiscretions of others. But something happens in the heart of a person who freely forgives; they experience an overflowing abundance of mercy and peace.
Jesus forgave others as an example to us of how we should forgive, even ourselves.
One of the saddest biblical examples of unforgiveness is Judas Iscariot, a disciple of Jesus. When he realizes the mistake of his own betrayal, of selling out his 'friend' Jesus, he takes his own life. And while the seriousness of suicide should never be taken lightly, we see the aftermath of situational hate and self-loathing driving Judas' thoughts and actions.
These are truths we know: hopelessness fuels despair, and despair can often drive despondency to the point of no return.
That said, Jesus came to earth to offer himself a one-time sacrifice so that we may experience freedom from despair, and the spirling influence of negative thoughts and behaviors.
He came so that we could experience His forgiveness, to learn how to forgive others, and ourselves.
Dear Reader, today is the day to receive God's Spirit and experience life, peace, and forgiveness. ~ Today is a day to let it go - to forgive yourself: to love yourself again.
*Author's note: This blog post was not written with malice, intent to harm, or undermine anyone who struggles with suicidal thoughts, or those closely familiar with the subject matter of suicide by association of any experience - whether family, work, or social dynamic.*
Friday, March 5, 2021
Splendid Creation
Morning greets me
Heaven treats me
An awakened sky
A scroll unfolding.
Streaks of sunlight
Caressed in colors
Lightly brushed
Sunrise, before me.
Golden beams
Tap autumn leaves
- wake of color,
A courting path.
Stroke by stroke
Image by image
Clarity, definition,
Pointillism, abstraction.
Behold, His celestial canvas!
Gen 1: 3-4 . . . And God said, Let there be light: and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good.
There’s something about a sunrise, blank canvas, or an empty sheet of notebook paper which calls the artisan soul to ruminate creativity. The how of becoming, changes in dimension, the tearing down and building up; the molding, shaving, the adding or not adding of natural elements - all are part of a personal creative process birthed from the mind of an artisan soul.
Appreciative eyes dance admiringly, when artisan creativity inspires wonder. Similarly, when God created the earth He did so with humanity in mind; his courtship to win our hearts began as soon as He spoke light.
God could’ve chosen to create the earth in Sepia, blending black, white, and gray; a mural of neutrality. Instead, He chose the brilliance of color, fragrance, texture and combined it all to showcase his talent.
Through the eyes of creation, we see God’s perfection and beauty; a quiet stillness offering hope to the hurting heart. Friend, one of the best ways to bring lightness to your soul is to appreciate the beauty and wonder of our world.
Today, let me challenge you to look outside, be it from a window, or a casual stroll, and enjoy peace and quiet assurance baptized in the elements of nature.
Sunday, February 21, 2021
Called Higher
When you feel you don’t belong
in the place God’s called you to
At times it’s easy to ‘check out’
find other things to do
To occupy your idle time
and ‘busy up’ your life
Really just ignoring
your own internal strife.
But God has called you higher
to walk this barren road,
Though you may feel weighted
by life’s heavy load.
Child, God has called you higher –
to the place you’re planted in
To grow in spite of arid soil,
submit yourself to Him.
Yes, God has called you higher
to the place you’re planted in –
To grow within this present soil
simply press yourself ‘in Him.’
To grow, despite the hardened soil, ~ Press yourself ‘in Him.’
1 Samuel 16:11, 13, 21. Acts 9: 8, 9, 16
When we think of trials endured by men like David or Saul of Tarsus, it can be daunting to think about how they ‘got through’ each day when they were just ‘ordinary people,’ before their conversions, or title.
During a 3 day-blindness with sparse conversation, perhaps Paul (Saul of Tarsus) sat or maybe leaned against a wall as he pondered his fate at the hands of fellow Christians.
Imagine David scratching his head, wondering if his life would ever be anything different. He’d continued tending sheep, but since his anointing from Jesse, all had been quiet.
Neither outlook for David nor Paul seemed promising to any by stander. In fact, it may have looked pretty bleak – even boring!
Friend, when life seems boring, difficult, or even hard, when you’re waiting for those answers to come, those are the times God wants us to press into his Word, i.e., into Him.
In spite of how it looks on the outside - of how easy it would be to just give up and play Xbox or scroll mindlessly on your phone, in spite of how easy it is to do nothing - get out and do something!
Like a seed planted into the earth must die first, then ‘push through’ and grow upward, so too, we must die to self – our own self-will, our selfish ways.
We must die to self when posting ‘angry words’ about another person or ‘posting a brag tag’ about some new trinket, or latest material possession. God wants us to ‘push ourselves ‘into Him’ so that we may grow upward.
Often times our own social media choices influence the calling/gifting/talents God has placed on our lives. If we’re not careful, when we’re stuck in a ‘hard place,’ we air out our feelings digitally – without regard to our Christian influence. We must remember our influence is beyond our local church family. Our friends, coworkers, and our community are all watching - both on and off social media.
My Friend, God has called us higher to wait on Him even when our current situation is uncomfortable, hard, or boring. For in the waiting, He’s refining and developing you.
He believes in you, and so do I.
You got this.
#Nothingventurednothinggained
#Dohardthings
Thursday, February 18, 2021
What Defines Me
The lettering that teachers bring their students after test
dispels a myth, much to their wit
they didn’t do their best.
A student’s grade so oft displays
triumphant bold decree:
Victor or victorious
vs plain mediocrity.
But, to the dismay of those who lay
beside their books pre-test
it just may be - the letter "C" –
is, perhaps, ‘their best.'
Yet, a "C" does not define me
It only serves to try me
to gain attention of a higher grade.
It whittles and it tries me
and often does it buy me
extra tension to a stress filled day.
Still, a "C" will never thrill me
Hardly will it kill me
and herein is the element of pride:
For my "C' will just afford me
Vanilla mediocrity,
A place wherein I choose not to abide.
~*~
Acts 17:28 For in him we live, and move, and have our being . . .
This poem-type essay was written while I was struggling with self-worth as a college student; an example of how, despite constant studying and tutoring, the grade – the elusive golden ring I reached for but never received, the elusive “A”, was always beyond my studious efforts. I did, however, make a passing grade.
It was a simple ‘C.’
While striving to achieve high grades shows a mark of excellence, to seek status or approval through this singular self-imposed world view, will always leave you feeling disappointedly inadequate. Anytime someone uses a world view template overlaying a Christ given principle, i.e. ‘straight A’s equal acceptance/greatness/respect’ – the outcome will fall flat.
When we move from a world view of how worth is achieved, and look to the scriptures, we see self-value is derived from God’s spirit.
I am ENOUGH because HE is enough.
In him (Jesus Christ) we have our being.
Plainly said, In Him, I have my being.
I have worth.
I have value.
You are more than ‘average’ because HE was (and still is) more than average. Our material worth – position, title, conferred degree, or educational status, what we have or don’t have, truly doesn’t define us.
Jesus Christ is, by definition the embodiment of value. He alone is what humanity needs; what you need. He alone brings worth and support in any crisis, current or post Pandemic.
If you’re feeling a little disheartened Friend, never forget that you live, move, and have your being – your TRUE essence, in the nature of Jesus Christ. I offer you peace, hope and comfort through His great name.
Eternal life is defined through Jesus Christ.
1 Cor 15: 1-4
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