Wednesday, March 31, 2021

Ashes and Dust


Speak the phrase ‘ashes to ashes-dust to dust’ and most folks with a few decades of life staring back at them through the rearview mirror may recall the eulogy of a recently departed loved one.  


A eulogy evokes a serious mindset forcing an introspective look which is sometimes brief, but always sobering. Listening to a eulogy, some may sit stoically, cloaked in solipsism, while others moved by the meaning of dust and ash, breathe a solemn vow for change.  



Death is perhaps the most questioned event known to mankind; the unsolved mystery of life which dredges up fear and unbridled worry to many people. But – it’s through this unavoidable corridor, each person on earth will walk.  



I mulled the words ‘ashes to ashes’ when I researched Kerry Livgren’s lyrics Dust in the Wind from his album Point of No Return released in the late 70’s. Livgren’s musical hit performed by Kansas, climbed the charts back in the 70’s resonating with pop culture with its simple message: we are here briefly, and then gone. Hence, the title “Dust in the Wind.” 



While the song Dust in the Wind brought notoriety to Kansas and perhaps a remembrance of life’s brevity, the Apostle James coined some two thousand years earlier a similar phrase, when he asks the question . . . for what is your life? It is even a vapor that appeareth for a little while and then vanisheth away. 

(James 4:14 KJV) 


As a body of people in the 21st century we are planners, schedulers, managers of time to the nth degree. We map out goals yearly, beginning with January 1: our work week, our day, then each hour of our day. Each minute is accounted for until life quells the pre-midnight hour in an eddy of strained exhaustion. Often our hunt for the golden egg is viewed through the monocle of chronic stress and fatigue as we forge our way down the street marked “Getting Ahead,” “Staying Afloat,” or “Keeping Up with the Joneses.” 


Meanwhile the unspoken question weighing in the balance of our busy lives is: to what end?


Why is it that we plan and schedule all of life’s activities without regard to the most important one: Death? 


The earth is temporal, but the soul is eternal. 


Given this fact – the soul lives forever, should we not then plan for meaningful experiences which live beyond our own mortality? Should we not see beyond the tangible, touching what will outlive our current state? Should we not then strive to include others into our own personal sphere, investing in relationships, pouring ourselves out in love, building and loving humanity - as if each human were our blood descendent?  



Livegren’s last stanza in Dust in the Wind is poignantly sobering: 


Now, don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky

It slips away, and all your money won't another minute buy


The songwriter implies even after acquiring success and fame, in the end, when life is broken down, we are all just the same: we live, dream, struggle, hope. 

And we die.

Livegren’s words spoke to a generation aware of their smallness; by these lyrics one may conclude not much can or could be done to change the outcome. 


Conversely, Jesus used dust to make changes in the lives he touched, his sphere of influence went beyond his chosen twelve  - and out into the world. In the same manner, you and I were created to change the world around us using resources and gifts placed within our character and in our hands. 




Divinely designed, dust serves a purpose; we are but dust. (Genesis 2:7) The Old Testament reveals how God formed Man from the dust of the ground and breathed life into him. In the New Testament, Jesus mixed dust particles with moisture, producing a claylike substance, which when applied to the eyes of a blind man, wrought a miraculous healing.


The object lesson here? Dust in and of itself lies stagnant until it comes in contact with an element in nature, be it wind, water or chemical.  As human beings, our souls are spiritual dust which never truly enjoy or embrace complete satisfaction or fulfillment until we come in contact with the oil of His Spirit. 

For It is God who gives us breath and life and only He can satisfy our deepest longings.   (John 10:10) When the soul of man connects with eternity it is radically and forever changed. 



Are you feeling small, like a particle of dust being blown in the wind? Does your heart sense a void, emptiness, or the absence of true fulfillment? The Maker of the universe desires to live within you, to take the dust of an unfulfilled and meaningless life and mix it with Living Water, creating in you an eternal wellspring of life.  (John 3:5)                             


Essays like this are sobering but hit a mark few would dare to explore: eternity and the end of self. The journey to the grave removes our earthly vestures of prominence, title and rank. But, unlike life, in death, there's no pride, arrogance, position or status. We are but dust. 

(Genesis 2:7) 


My friend, whatever you’re struggling with in life right now, bring your ‘dust’ to Jesus. He will mix it with the water of His Spirit, and like the blind man, create everlasting change in your life.  



We have this treasure in earthen vessels. 2 Cor 4:7



Wednesday, March 17, 2021

A Look Inside ~ Love Yourself Again


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Looks can be deceiving. People hide all sorts of hate and unforgiveness cloaked in superficial niceties. In front of you they speak one thing and behind your back they spew loathing remarks, commiserating with friends who join them in their caustic bash. Sadly, the unknown hurt they cause is something to which they’re blind. Unforgiveness can drive a person to the brink of unbridled anger, accusations, and unwarranted behaviors. 


Ever been angry at yourself for screaming at the kids, forgetting something at work, arrived late or missed a deadline - and it ruined your entire mood – or day? 


Granting forgiveness allows the Holy Spirit to minister healing, however, many people struggle with self forgiveness. When we forgive ourselves for making a mistake, saying a harsh word, or rendering a careless act of selfishness, we experience God’s grace and humility.  


To this end, Jesus makes it easy for us to forgive one another and OURSELVES showing us ‘how to’ in the scriptures. 


1 John 1:9 “. . .  if we confess our faults (sins) he is faithful to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” 


When we tell the Lord “I messed up, made a mistake, I’m sorry.” He’s a just and loving God who instantly forgives us. He’s not some lofty deity sitting upon a heavenly throne wielding a big white bat- ready to beat out an apology from you, or have you grovel at his feet. 


Jesus Christ is the God of love, mercy and grace. He shows us how to forgive ourselves, for He is love. By experiencing grace and humility in light of His goodness we recognize our own shortcomings; it’s his tender nudging and redirection which moves us to change. 


John 10:10  “. . .  I am come that you may have life and have it more abundantly.” 


God’s love transforms, meaning, it changes us. He shows us how to let go, to do ‘hard things’ like forgive one another, to experience self-love, acceptance and healing. His love is the kind of love that, when we experience it, it's a healing salve, (the scripture says – the balm of Gilead.) 

His love heals and corrects us lovingly, NEVER in a shameful and debasing way.


The bible states in John 3:16, that God so LOVED the world that He gave . . . 

Jesus gave his life for you, the ultimate act of love. He also demonstrated forgiveness towards those who judged him, hurt him, and hung him on the cross. Forgiveness does not rubber stamp the wrongful indiscretions of others. But something happens in the heart of a person who freely forgives; they experience an overflowing abundance of mercy and peace. 



Jesus forgave others as an example to us of how we should forgive, even ourselves.


One of the saddest biblical examples of unforgiveness is Judas Iscariot, a disciple of Jesus. When he realizes the mistake of his own betrayal, of selling out his 'friend' Jesus, he takes his own life. And while the seriousness of suicide should never be taken lightly, we see the aftermath of situational hate and self-loathing driving Judas' thoughts and actions. 


These are truths we know: hopelessness fuels despair, and despair can often drive despondency to the point of no return. 

That said, Jesus came to earth to offer himself a one-time sacrifice so that we may experience freedom from despair, and the spirling influence of negative thoughts and behaviors. 

He came so that we could experience His forgiveness, to learn how to forgive others, and ourselves. 


Dear Reader, today is the day to receive God's Spirit and experience life, peace, and forgiveness. ~ Today is a day to let it go -  to forgive yourself: to love yourself again. 


*Author's note: This blog post was not written with malice, intent to harm, or undermine anyone who struggles with suicidal thoughts, or those closely familiar with the subject matter of suicide by association of any experience - whether family, work, or social dynamic.

Friday, March 5, 2021

Splendid Creation

                        

Morning greets me

Heaven treats me

            An awakened sky

                        A scroll unfolding.     

                             



                                                Streaks of sunlight

                                                Caressed in colors

                                Lightly brushed

                                    Sunrise, before me.


Golden beams

                   Tap autumn leaves

                                      - wake of color,

                                                   A courting path.

                                                

Stroke by stroke

                 Image by image

       






Clarity, definition, 

                            Pointillism, abstraction.


Behold, His celestial canvas!


Gen 1: 3-4 . . .  And God said, Let there be light: and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good.

There’s something about a sunrise, blank canvas, or an empty sheet of notebook paper which calls the artisan soul to ruminate creativity. The how of becoming, changes in dimension, the tearing down and building up; the molding, shaving, the adding or not adding of natural elements - all are part of a personal creative process birthed from the mind of an artisan soul. 

Appreciative eyes dance admiringly, when artisan creativity inspires wonder. Similarly, when God created the earth He did so with humanity in mind; his courtship to win our hearts began as soon as He spoke light. 

God could’ve chosen to create the earth in Sepia, blending black, white, and gray; a mural of neutrality. Instead, He chose the brilliance of color, fragrance, texture and combined it all to showcase his talent.   

Through the eyes of creation, we see God’s perfection and beauty; a quiet stillness offering hope to the hurting heart.  Friend, one of the best ways to bring lightness to your soul is to appreciate the beauty and wonder of our world. 

Today, let me challenge you to look outside, be it from a window, or a casual stroll, and enjoy peace and quiet assurance baptized in the elements of nature.             

                                                        








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